21-01-2026
I should be studying for my exams right now, but the idea of starting a blog has been on my mind. I didn't go to class so I could study at home. In two minutes it will be 3p.m. and all I've done so far today is watching old footage of MSI concerts, a video of someone talking about how a newly published novel by some woman is pretty much all AI slop, and I've cried listening to my exes playlist. We're gonna call her X, my ex girlfriend. I'll have to try hard to not make all these posts about her. Already failed at that in my journal/diary; I feel like I can just easily spit out poetry like entries when she's on my mind. I still love her. It's been over two years now. And I texted her this morning, too. We haven't talked in three months. My heart just aches every time I take a look at the songs she's been listening to, when most of them have lyrics that are yearning for a specific someone, are missing this somebody. She added OUR song to her playlist...